Act 1

That night when I drove home,
it was foggy, and I was stoned.
So, at a pace of one-stop-light an hour.
I put in Notorius BIG and started writing
a movie about you.
It started with a close-up of your ears.
Zooming out to show they were small, like your nose.
Then,
it transitions to a scene where I
watched you scratch your neck for 23 seconds.
The whole plot line centered around the fact
that I don't know how to talk to you.
At least about this.
And is this why art really exists?
Too many people scared to speak
about what they think.
Well then don't think.
Feel.
I'm writing this to tell you I do.
I feel.
Like the cracks in your smile.
I'm writing you this to tell you I have patience
like starlight.
I'd wait a million years
just to catch your eye one night.
Keep looking.
The thought of love must be enough
to keep trying.
Why am I still writing?
I don't know who this poem is about, anymore.
Was Michaelangelo's next big accomplishment
to chisel nesting crescents into the moon?
Was the chapel not enough of an "I Love You"?
Edward Leedskalnin was just five feet tall.
After his fiance left, he spent the rest of his life
moving 56 tons of coral in the dead of night
to build a castle that would
be fit for his queen.
She never came back.
Why am I still writing?
Is it to find you?
Are these jumbled lines
and mashed confessions my attempt
at navigation?
I don't know who this poem is about, anymore.
Maybe you became a better lover
and I became a better liar
so let's fuck each other
one last time.